060104

i feel so fed up.
i'm in an abyss of hw.
yes, i tried to do it.
but its too overwhelming.
i cant meet the dateline,
i'm rushing through it.
i promised myself that i'd try my best.
i wanted to.
but time doesnt allow me to.
i'm rushing through everything.
my compo, etc.
i do not want to fall back to last year
constantly copying hw from others.
but damnit.
how am i supposed to do all these alone.
argh.

fuckingshit

i am shitingfyingly irritated.
i can just bre a k down and die.
tskkk.


why do i keep thinking of you.
why do i still bother.
why everytime i read your blog,
i feel so affected.